Nick
I was born talking back and standing up
to a desperate lady and a man on the gun.
I didn’t ask to be born never did have much
and they took all I had I want avenged for unjust.
I grew up in the streets of the New Orleans slums,
learned to hustle with the freaks and gamble with the bums.
Father never came back and now he never will
He didn’t fight hard enough. what’s after me got him.
So I worked every odd job trying to better mom and me
I’ve come a long way but it’s the same old scene.
And I’ve seen everything as a child that don’t make sense
Now I’m consumed by hate and fueled by vengeance.
Can I make it back to who I was before,
I don’t really even know who I am anymore,
I’ve been living on the edge since I turned 14
now I’m going back to save that kid that was me.
Chorus
And it’s not my way to play the hand I’m dealt
I’m going back make a change myself
For once in my life for better and worse
I wanna see people get just what they deserve
Now my power’s getting stronger and harder to control
The evil is relentless and it wont let me go
And everybody’s trying to use my time to settle the score
You know I learned a thing or two from the dogs of war
They made a big mistake and awoke the beast
of the ultimate evil I don’t want to be
life is never what it seems and never what it should be
The only friend I have ever had in the world is me
I won’t die in vain just to relive the pain
I refuse to let the hate consume my fate
My whole life has been a fight it’s hard to tell wrong from right
I’m laying it all on the line it’s me or them tonight
Chorus
And it’s not my way to play the hand I’m dealt
I’m going back, Make a change myself
For once in my life for better and worse
I’m gonna see people get just what they deserve
Repeat Chorus
“Don’t let the hate consume your fate”